The Fisherman and His Soulby Oscar WildeEVERY
evening the young Fisherman went out upon the sea, and threw
his nets into the water. When the wind blew from the land he caught
nothing, or but little at best, for it was a bitter and black-winged
wind, and rough waves rose up to meet it. But when the wind blew
to the shore, the fish came in from the deep, and swam into the
meshes of his nets, and he took them to the market-place and
sold them. Every evening he went out upon the sea, and
one evening the net was so heavy that hardly could he draw it
into the boat. And he laughed, and said to himself, 'Surely I
have caught all the fish that swim, or snared some dull monster
that will be a marvel to men, or some thing of horror that the
great Queen will desire,' and putting forth all his strength,
he tugged at the coarse ropes till, like lines of blue enamel
round a vase of bronze, the long veins rose up on his arms. He
tugged at the thin ropes, and nearer and nearer came the circle
of flat corks, and the net rose at last to the top of the water. But no fish at all was in it, nor any monster
or thing of horror, but only a little Mermaid lying fast asleep. Her hair was as a wet fleece of gold, and each
separate hair as a thread of fine gold in a cup of glass. Her
body was as white ivory, and her tail was of silver and pearl.
Silver and pearl was her tail, and the green weeds of the sea
coiled round it; and like sea-shells were her ears, and her lips
were like sea-coral. The cold waves dashed over her cold breasts,
and the salt glistened upon her eyelids. So beautiful was she that when the young Fisherman
saw her he was filled with wonder, and he put out his hand and
drew the net close to him, and leaning over the side he clasped
her in his arms. And when he touched her, she gave a cry like
a startled sea-gull, and woke, and looked at him in terror with
her mauve-amethyst eyes, and struggled that she might escape.
But he held her tightly to him, and would not suffer her to depart. And when she saw that she could in no way escape
from him, she began to weep, and said, 'I pray thee let me go,
for I am the only daughter of a King, and my father is aged and
alone.' But the young Fisherman answered, 'I will not
let thee go save thou makest me a promise that whenever I call
thee, thou wilt come and sing to me, for the fish delight to
listen to the song of the Sea-folk, and so shall my nets be full.' 'Wilt thou in very truth let me go, if I promise
thee this?' cried the Mermaid. 'In very truth I will let thee go,' said the
young Fisherman. So she made him the promise he desired, and sware it by the oath of the Sea-folk. And he loosened his arms from about her, and she sank down into the water, trembling with a strange fear. Every evening the young Fisherman
went out upon the sea, and called to the Mermaid, and she rose
out of the water and sang to him. Round and round her swam the
dolphins, and the wild gulls wheeled above her head. And she sang a marvellous song. For she sang
of the Sea-folk who drive their flocks from cave to cave, and
carry the little calves on their shoulders; of the Tritons who
have long green beards, and hairy breasts, and blow through twisted
conchs when the King passes by; of the palace of the King which
is all of amber, with a roof of clear emerald, and a pavement
of bright pearl; and of the gardens of the sea where the great
filigrane fans of coral wave all day long, and the fish dart
about like silver birds, and the anemones cling to the rocks,
and the pinks bourgeon in the ribbed yellow sand. She sang of
the big whales that come down from the north seas and have sharp
icicles hanging to their fins; of the Sirens who tell of such
wonderful things that the merchants have to stop their ears with
wax lest they should hear them, and leap into the water and be
drowned; of the sunken galleys with their tall masts, and the
frozen sailors clinging to the rigging, and the mackerel swimming
in and out of the open portholes; of the little barnacles who
are great travellers, and cling to the keels of the ships and
go round and round the world; and of the cuttlefish who live
in the sides of the cliffs and stretch out their long black arms,
and can make night come when they will it. She sang of the nautilus
who has a boat of her own that is carved out of an opal and steered
with a silken sail; of the happy Mermen who play upon harps and
can charm the great Kraken to sleep; of the little children who
catch hold of the slippery porpoises and ride laughing upon their
backs; of the Mermaids who lie in the white foam and hold out
their arms to the mariners; and of the sea-lions with their curved
tusks, and the sea-horses with their floating manes. And as she sang, all the tunny-fish came in
from the deep to listen to her, and the young Fisherman threw
his nets round them and caught them, and others he took with
a spear. And when his boat was well-laden, the Mermaid would
sink down into the sea, smiling at him. Yet would she never come near him that he might
touch her. Oftentimes he called to her and prayed of her, but
she would not; and when he sought to seize her she dived into
the water as a seal might dive, nor did he see her again that
day. And each day the sound of her voice became sweeter to his
ears. So sweet was her voice that he forgot his nets and his
cunning, and had no care of his craft. Vermilion-finned and with
eyes of bossy gold, the tunnies went by in shoals, but he heeded
them not. His spear lay by his side unused, and his baskets of
plaited osier were empty. With lips parted, and eyes dim with
wonder, he sat idle in his boat and listened, listening till
the sea-mists crept round him, and the wandering moon stained
his brown limbs with silver. And one evening he called to her, and said:
'Little Mermaid, little Mermaid, I love thee. Take me for thy
bridegroom, for I love thee.' But the Mermaid shook her head. 'Thou hast
a human soul,' she answered. 'If only thou wouldst send away
thy soul, then could I love thee.' And the young Fisherman said to himself, 'Of
what use is my soul to me? I cannot see it. I may not touch it.
I do not know it. Surely I will send it away from me, and much
gladness shall be mine.' And a cry of joy broke from his lips,
and standing up in the painted boat, he held out his arms to
the Mermaid. 'I will send my soul away,' he cried, 'and you shall
be my bride, and I will be thy bridegroom, and in the depth of
the sea we will dwell together, and all that thou hast sung of
thou shalt show me, and all that thou desirest I will do, nor
shall our lives be divided.' And the little Mermaid laughed for pleasure
and hid her face in her hands. 'But how shall I send my soul from me?' cried
the young Fisherman. 'Tell me how I may do it, and lo! it shall
be done.' 'Alas! I know not,' said the little Mermaid: 'the Sea-folk have no souls.' And she sank down into the deep, looking wistfully at him. Now early on the next morning,
before the sun was the span of a man's hand above the hill, the
young Fisherman went to the house of the Priest and knocked three
times at the door. The novice looked out through the wicket, and
when he saw who it was, he drew back the latch and said to him,
'Enter.' And the young Fisherman passed in, and knelt
down on the sweet-smelling rushes of the floor, and cried to
the Priest who was reading out of the Holy Book and said to him,
'Father, I am in love with one of the Sea-folk, and my soul hindereth
me from having my desire. Tell me how I can send my soul away
from me, for in truth I have no need of it. Of what value is
my soul to me? I cannot see it. I may not touch it. I do not
know it.' And the Priest beat his breast, and answered,
'Alack, alack, thou art mad, or hast eaten of some poisonous
herb, for the soul is the noblest part of man, and was given
to us by God that we should nobly use it. There is no thing more
precious than a human soul, nor any earthly thing that can be
weighed with it. It is worth all the gold that is in the world,
and is more precious than the rubies of the kings. Therefore,
my son, think not any more of this matter, for it is a sin that
may not be forgiven. And as for the Sea-folk, they are lost,
and they who would traffic with them are lost also. They are
as the beasts of the field that know not good from evil, and
for them the Lord has not died.' The young Fisherman's eyes filled with tears
when he heard the bitter words of the Priest, and he rose up
from his knees and said to him, 'Father, the Fauns live in the
forest and are glad, and on the rocks sit the Mermen with their
harps of red gold. Let me be as they are, I beseech thee, for
their days are as the days of flowers. And as for my soul, what
doth my soul profit me, if it stand between me and the thing
that I love?' 'The love of the body is vile,' cried the Priest,
knitting his brows, 'and vile and evil are the pagan things God
suffers to wander through His world. Accursed be the Fauns of
the woodland, and accursed be the singers of the sea! I have
heard them at night-time, and they have sought to lure me from
my beads. They tap at the window, and laugh. They whisper into
my ears the tale of their perilous joys. They tempt me with temptations,
and when I would pray they make mouths at me. They are lost,
I tell thee, they are lost. For them there is no heaven nor hell,
and in neither shall they praise God's name.' 'Father,' cried the young Fisherman, 'thou
knowest not what thou sayest. Once in my net I snared the daughter
of a King. She is fairer than the morning star, and whiter than
the moon. For her body I would give my soul, and for her love
I would surrender heaven. Tell me what I ask of thee, and let
me go in peace.' 'Away! Away!' cried the Priest: 'thy leman
is lost, and thou shalt be lost with her.' And he gave him no blessing, but drove him
from his door. And the young Fisherman went down into the
market-place, and he walked slowly, and with bowed head, as one
who is in sorrow. And when the merchants saw him coming, they
began to whisper to each other, and one of them came forth to
meet him, and called him by name, and said to him, 'What hast
thou to sell?' 'I will sell thee my soul,' he answered. 'I
pray thee buy it of me, for I am weary of it. Of what use is
my soul to me? I cannot see it. I may not touch it. I do not
know it.' But the merchants mocked at him, and said,
'Of what use is a man's soul to us? It is not worth a clipped
piece of silver. Sell us thy body for a slave, and we will clothe
thee in sea-purple, and put a ring upon thy finger, and make
thee the minion of the great Queen. But talk not of the soul,
for to us it is nought, nor has it any value for our service.' And the young Fisherman said to himself: 'How strange a thing this is! The Priest telleth me that the soul is worth all the gold in the world, and the merchants say that it is not worth a clipped piece of silver.' And he passed out of the market-place, and went down to the shore of the sea, and began to ponder on what he should do. And at noon
he remembered how one of his companions, who was a gatherer of
samphire, had told him of a certain young Witch who dwelt in
a cave at the head of the bay and was very cunning in her witcheries.
And he set to and ran, so eager was he to get rid of his soul,
and a cloud of dust followed him as he sped round the sand of
the shore. By the itching of her palm the young Witch knew his
coming, and she laughed and let down her red hair. With her red
hair falling around her, she stood at the opening of the cave,
and in her hand she had a spray of wild hemlock that was blossoming. 'What d'ye lack? What d'ye lack?' she cried,
as he came panting up the steep, and bent down before her. 'Fish
for thy net, when the wind is foul? I have a little reed-pipe,
and when I blow on it the mullet come sailing into the bay. But
it has a price, pretty boy, it has a price. What d'ye lack? What
d'ye lack? A storm to wreck the ships, and wash the chests of
rich treasure ashore? I have more storms than the wind has, for
I serve one who is stronger than the wind, and with a sieve and
a pail of water I can send the great galleys to the bottom of
the sea. But I have a price, pretty boy, I have a price. What
d'ye lack? What d'ye lack? I know a flower that grows in the
valley, none knows it but I. It has purple leaves, and a star
in its heart, and its juice is as white as milk. Shouldst thou
touch with this flower the hard lips of the Queen, she would
follow thee all over the world. Out of the bed of the King she
would rise, and over the whole world she would follow thee. And
it has a price, pretty boy, it has a price. What d'ye lack? What
d'ye lack? I can pound a toad in a mortar, and make broth of
it, and stir the broth with a dead man's hand. Sprinkle it on
thine enemy while he sleeps, and he will turn into a black viper,
and his own mother will slay him. With a wheel I can draw the
Moon from heaven, and in a crystal I can show thee Death. What
d'ye lack? What d'ye lack? Tell me thy desire, and I will give
it thee, and thou shalt pay me a price, pretty boy, thou shalt
pay me a price.' 'My desire is but for a little thing,' said
the young Fisherman, 'yet hath the Priest been wroth with me,
and driven me forth. It is but for a little thing, and the merchants
have mocked at me, and denied me. Therefore am I come to thee,
though men call thee evil, and whatever be thy price I shall
pay it.' 'What wouldst thou?' asked the Witch, coming
near to him. 'I would send my soul away from me,' answered
the young Fisherman. The Witch grew pale, and shuddered, and hid
her face in her blue mantle. 'Pretty boy, pretty boy,' she muttered,
'that is a terrible thing to do.' He tossed his brown curls and laughed. 'My
soul is nought to me,' he answered. 'I cannot see it. I may not
touch it. I do not know it.' 'What wilt thou give me if I tell thee?' asked
the Witch, looking down at him with her beautiful eyes. 'Five pieces of gold,' he said, 'and my nets,
and the wattled house where I live, and the painted boat in which
I sail. Only tell me how to get rid of my soul, and I will give
thee all that I possess.' She laughed mockingly at him, and struck him
with the spray of hemlock. 'I can turn the autumn leaves into
gold,' she answered, 'and I can weave the pale moonbeams into
silver if I will it. He whom I serve is richer than all the kings
of this world, and has their dominions.' 'What then shall I give thee,' he cried, 'if
thy price be neither gold nor silver?' The Witch stroked his hair with her thin white
hand. 'Thou must dance with me, pretty boy,' she murmured, and
she smiled at him as she spoke. 'Nought but that?' cried the young Fisherman
in wonder and he rose to his feet. 'Nought but that,' she answered, and she smiled
at him again. 'Then at sunset in some secret place we shall
dance together,' he said, 'and after that we have danced thou
shalt tell me the thing which I desire to know.' She shook her head. 'When the moon is full,
when the moon is full,' she muttered. Then she peered all round,
and listened. A blue bird rose screaming from its nest and circled
over the dunes, and three spotted birds rustled through the coarse
grey grass and whistled to each other. There was no other sound
save the sound of a wave fretting the smooth pebbles below. So
she reached out her hand, and drew him near to her and put her
dry lips close to his ear. 'To-night thou must come to the top of the
mountain,' she whispered. 'It is a Sabbath, and He will be there.' The young Fisherman started and looked at her,
and she showed her white teeth and laughed. 'Who is He of whom
thou speakest?' he asked. 'It matters not,' she answered. 'Go thou to-night,
and stand under the branches of the hornbeam, and wait for my
coming. If a black dog run towards thee, strike it with a rod
of willow, and it will go away. If an owl speak to thee, make
it no answer. When the moon is full I shall be with thee, and
we will dance together on the grass.' 'But wilt thou swear to me to tell me how I
may send my soul from me?' he made question. She moved out into the sunlight, and through
her red hair rippled the wind. 'By the hoofs of the goat I swear
it,' she made answer. 'Thou art the best of the witches,' cried the
young Fisherman, 'and I will surely dance with thee to-night
on the top of the mountain. I would indeed that thou hadst asked
of me either gold or silver. But such as thy price is thou shalt
have it, for it is but a little thing.' And he doffed his cap
to her, and bent his head low, and ran back to the town filled
with a great joy. And the Witch watched him as he went, and when he had passed from her sight she entered her cave, and having taken a mirror from a box of carved cedarwood, she set it up on a frame, and burned vervain on lighted charcoal before it, and peered through the coils of the smoke. And after a time she clenched her hands in anger. 'He should have been mine,' she muttered, 'I am as fair as she is.' And that evening,
when the moon had risen, the young Fisherman climbed up to the
top of the mountain, and stood under the branches of the hornbeam.
Like a targe of polished metal the round sea lay at his feet,
and the shadows of the fishing-boats moved in the little bay.
A great owl, with yellow sulphurous eyes, called to him by his
name, but he made it no answer. A black dog ran towards him and
snarled. He struck it with a rod of willow, and it went away
whining. At midnight the witches came flying through
the air like bats. 'Phew!' they cried, as they lit upon the ground,
'there is some one here we know not!' and they sniffed about,
and chattered to each other, and made signs. Last of all came
the young Witch, with her red hair streaming in the wind. She
wore a dress of gold tissue embroidered with peacocks' eyes,
and a little cap of green velvet was on her head. 'Where is he, where is he?' shrieked the witches
when they saw her, but she only laughed, and ran to the hornbeam,
and taking the Fisherman by the hand she led him out into the
moonlight and began to dance. Round and round they whirled, and the young
Witch jumped so high that he could see the scarlet heels of her
shoes. Then right across the dancers came the sound of the galloping
of a horse, but no horse was to be seen, and he felt afraid. 'Faster,' cried the Witch, and she threw her
arms about his neck, and her breath was hot upon his face. 'Faster,
faster!' she cried, and the earth seemed to spin beneath his
feet, and his brain grew troubled, and a great terror fell on
him, as of some evil thing that was watching him, and at last
he became aware that under the shadow of a rock there was a figure
that had not been there before. It was a man dressed in a suit of black velvet,
cut in the Spanish fashion. His face was strangely pale, but
his lips were like a proud red flower. He seemed weary, and was
leaning back toying in a listless manner with the pommel of his
dagger. On the grass beside him lay a plumed hat, and a pair
of riding-gloves gauntleted with gilt lace, and sewn with seed-pearls
wrought into a curious device. A short cloak lined with sables
hang from his shoulder, and his delicate white hands were gemmed
with rings. Heavy eyelids drooped over his eyes. The young Fisherman watched him, as one snared
in a spell. At last their eyes met, and wherever he danced it
seemed to him that the eyes of the man were upon him. He heard
the Witch laugh, and caught her by the waist, and whirled her
madly round and round. Suddenly a dog bayed in the wood, and the dancers
stopped, and going up two by two, knelt down, and kissed the
man's hands. As they did so, a little smile touched his proud
lips, as a bird's wing touches the water and makes it laugh.
But there was disdain in it. He kept looking at the young Fisherman. 'Come! let us worship,' whispered the Witch,
and she led him up, and a great desire to do as she besought
him seized on him, and he followed her. But when he came close,
and without knowing why he did it, he made on his breast the
sign of the Cross, and called upon the holy name. No sooner had he done so than the witches screamed
like hawks and flew away, and the pallid face that had been watching
him twitched with a spasm of pain. The man went over to a little
wood, and whistled. A jennet with silver trappings came running
to meet him. As he leapt upon the saddle he turned round, and
looked at the young Fisherman sadly. And the Witch with the red hair tried to fly
away also, but the Fisherman caught her by her wrists, and held
her fast. 'Loose me,' she cried, 'and let me go. For
thou hast named what should not be named, and shown the sign
that may not be looked at.' 'Nay,' he answered, 'but I will not let thee
go till thou hast told me the secret.' 'What secret?' said the Witch, wrestling with
him like a wild cat, and biting her foam-flecked lips. 'Thou knowest,' he made answer. Her grass-green eyes grew dim with tears, and
she said to the Fisherman, 'Ask me anything but that!' He laughed, and held her all the more tightly. And when she saw that she could not free herself,
she whispered to him, 'Surely I am as fair as the daughters of
the sea, and as comely as those that dwell in the blue waters,'
and she fawned on him and put her face close to his. But he thrust her back frowning, and said to
her, 'If thou keepest not the promise that thou madest to me
I will slay thee for a false witch.' She grew grey as a blossom of the Judas tree,
and shuddered. 'Be it so,' she muttered. 'It is thy soul and
not mine. Do with it as thou wilt.' And she took from her girdle
a little knife that had a handle of green viper's skin, and gave
it to him. 'What shall this serve me?' he asked of her,
wondering. She was silent for a few moments, and a look
of terror came over her face. Then she brushed her hair back
from her forehead, and smiling strangely she said to him, 'What
men call the shadow of the body is not the shadow of the body,
but is the body of the soul. Stand on the sea-shore with thy
back to the moon, and cut away from around thy feet thy shadow,
which is thy soul's body, and bid thy soul leave thee, and it
will do so.' The young Fisherman trembled. 'Is this true?'
he murmured. 'It is true, and I would that I had not told
thee of it,' she cried, and she clung to his knees weeping. He put her from him and left her in the rank
grass, and going to the edge of the mountain he placed the knife
in his belt and began to climb down. And his Soul that was within him called out
to him and said, 'Lo! I have dwelt with thee for all these years,
and have been thy servant. Send me not away from thee now, for
what evil have I done thee?' And the young Fisherman laughed. 'Thou hast
done me no evil, but I have no need of thee,' he answered. 'The
world is wide, and there is Heaven also, and Hell, and that dim
twilight house that lies between. Go wherever thou wilt, but
trouble me not, for my love is calling to me.' And his Soul besought him piteously, but he
heeded it not, but leapt from crag to crag, being sure-footed
as a wild goat, and at last he reached the level ground and the
yellow shore of the sea. Bronze-limbed and well-knit, like a statue
wrought by a Grecian, he stood on the sand with his back to the
moon, and out of the foam came white arms that beckoned to him,
and out of the waves rose dim forms that did him homage. Before
him lay his shadow, which was the body of his soul, and behind
him hung the moon in the honey-coloured air. And his Soul said to him, 'If indeed thou must
drive me from thee, send me not forth without a heart. The world
is cruel, give me thy heart to take with me.' He tossed his head and smiled. 'With what should
I love my love if I gave thee my heart?' he cried. 'Nay, but be merciful,' said his Soul: 'give
me thy heart, for the world is very cruel, and I am afraid.' 'My heart is my love's,' he answered, 'therefore
tarry not, but get thee gone.' 'Should I not love also?' asked his Soul. 'Get thee gone, for I have no need of thee,'
cried the young Fisherman, and he took the little knife with
its handle of green viper's skin, and cut away his shadow from
around his feet, and it rose up and stood before him, and looked
at him, and it was even as himself. He crept back, and thrust the knife into his
belt, and a feeling of awe came over him. 'Get thee gone,' he
murmured, 'and let me see thy face no more.' 'Nay, but we must meet again,' said the Soul.
Its voice was low and flute-like, and its lips hardly moved while
it spake. 'How shall we meet?' cried the young Fisherman.
'Thou wilt not follow me into the depths of the sea?' 'Once every year I will come to this place,
and call to thee,' said the Soul. 'It may be that thou wilt have
need of me.' 'What need should I have of thee?' cried the
young Fisherman, 'but be it as thou wilt,' and he plunged into
the waters and the Tritons blew their horns and the little Mermaid
rose up to meet him, and put her arms around his neck and kissed
him on the mouth. And the Soul stood on the lonely beach and watched them. And when they had sunk down into the sea, it went weeping away over the marshes. And after a
year was over the Soul came down to the shore of the sea and
called to the young Fisherman, and he rose out of the deep, and
said, 'Why dost thou call to me?' And the Soul answered, 'Come nearer, that I
may speak with thee, for I have seen marvellous things.' So he came nearer, and couched in the shallow
water, and leaned his head upon his hand and listened. And the Soul said to him, 'When I left thee
I turned my face to the East and journeyed. From the East cometh
everything that is wise. Six days I journeyed, and on the morning
of the seventh day I came to a hill that is in the country of
the Tartars. I sat down under the shade of a tamarisk tree to
shelter myself from the sun. The land was dry and burnt up with
the heat. The people went to and fro over the plain like flies
crawling upon a disk of polished copper. 'When it was noon a cloud of red dust rose
up from the flat rim of the land. When the Tartars saw it, they
strung their painted bows, and having leapt upon their little
horses they galloped to meet it. The women fled screaming to
the waggons, and hid themselves behind the felt curtains. 'At twilight the Tartars returned, but five
of them were missing, and of those that came back not a few had
been wounded. They harnessed their horses to the waggons and
drove hastily away. Three jackals came out of a cave and peered
after them. Then they sniffed up the air with their nostrils,
and trotted off in the opposite direction. 'When the moon rose I saw a camp-fire burning
on the plain, and went towards it. A company of merchants were
seated round it on carpets. Their camels were picketed behind
them, and the negroes who were their servants were pitching tents
of tanned skin upon the sand, and making a high wall of the prickly
pear. 'As I came near them, the chief of the merchants
rose up and drew his sword, and asked me my business. 'I answered that I was a Prince in my own land,
and that I had escaped from the Tartars, who had sought to make
me their slave. The chief smiled, and showed me five heads fixed
upon long reeds of bamboo. 'Then he asked me who was the prophet of God,
and I answered him Mohammed. 'When he heard the name of the false prophet,
he bowed and took me by the hand, and placed me by his side.
A negro brought me some mare's milk in a wooden dish, and a piece
of lamb's flesh roasted. 'At daybreak we started on our journey. I rode
on a red-haired camel by the side of the chief, and a runner
ran before us carrying a spear. The men of war were on either
hand, and the mules followed with the merchandise. There were
forty camels in the caravan, and the mules were twice forty in
number. 'We went from the country of the Tartars into
the country of those who curse the Moon. We saw the Gryphons
guarding their gold on the white rocks, and the scaled Dragons
sleeping in their caves. As we passed over the mountains we held
our breath lest the snows might fall on us, and each man tied
a veil of gauze before his eyes. As we passed through the valleys
the Pygmies shot arrows at us from the hollows of the trees,
and at night-time we heard the wild men beating on their drums.
When we came to the Tower of Apes we set fruits before them,
and they did not harm us. When we came to the Tower of Serpents
we gave them warm milk in howls of brass, and they let us go
by. Three times in our journey we came to the banks of the Oxus.
We crossed it on rafts of wood with great bladders of blown hide.
The river-horses raged against us and sought to slay us. When
the camels saw them they trembled. 'The kings of each city levied tolls on us,
but would not suffer us to enter their gates. They threw us bread
over the walls, little maize-cakes baked in honey and cakes of
fine flour filled with dates. For every hundred baskets we gave
them a bead of amber. 'When the dwellers in the villages saw us coming,
they poisoned the wells and fled to the hill-summits. We fought
with the Magadae who are born old, and grow younger and younger
every year, and die when they are little children; and with the
Laktroi who say that they are the sons of tigers, and paint themselves
yellow and black; and with the Aurantes who bury their dead on
the tops of trees, and themselves live in dark caverns lest the
Sun, who is their god, should slay them; and with the Krimnians
who worship a crocodile, and give it earrings of green glass,
and feed it with butter and fresh fowls; and with the Agazonbae,
who are dog-faced; and with the Sibans, who have horses' feet,
and run more swiftly than horses. A third of our company died
in battle, and a third died of want. The rest murmured against
me, and said that I had brought them an evil fortune. I took
a horned adder from beneath a stone and let it sting me. When
they saw that I did not sicken they grew afraid. 'In the fourth month we reached the city of
Illel. It was night-time when we came to the grove that is outside
the walls, and the air was sultry, for the Moon was travelling
in Scorpion. We took the ripe pomegranates from the trees, and
brake them, and drank their sweet juices. Then we lay down on
our carpets, and waited for the dawn. 'And at dawn we rose and knocked at the gate
of the city. It was wrought out of red bronze, and carved with
sea-dragons and dragons that have wings. The guards looked down
from the battlements and asked us our business. The interpreter
of the caravan answered that we had come from the island of Syria
with much merchandise. They took hostages, and told us that they
would open the gate to us at noon, and bade us tarry till then. 'When it was noon they opened the gate, and
as we entered in the people came crowding out of the houses to
look at us, and a crier went round the city crying through a
shell. We stood in the market-place, and the negroes uncorded
the bales of figured cloths and opened the carved chests of sycamore.
And when they had ended their task, the merchants set forth their
strange wares, the waxed linen from Egypt and the painted linen
from the country of the Ethiops, the purple sponges from Tyre
and the blue hangings from Sidon, the cups of cold amber and
the fine vessels of glass and the curious vessels of burnt clay.
From the roof of a house a company of women watched us. One of
them wore a mask of gilded leather. 'And on the first day the priests came and
bartered with us, and on the second day came the nobles, and
on the third day came the craftsmen and the slaves. And this
is their custom with all merchants as long as they tarry in the
city. 'And we tarried for a moon, and when the moon
was waning, I wearied and wandered away through the streets of
the city and came to the garden of its god. The priests in their
yellow robes moved silently through the green trees, and on a
pavement of black marble stood the rose-red house in which the
god had his dwelling. Its doors were of powdered lacquer, and
bulls and peacocks were wrought on them in raised and polished
gold. The tilted roof was of sea-green porcelain, and the jutting
eaves were festooned with little bells. When the white doves
flew past, they struck the bells with their wings and made them
tinkle. 'In front of the temple was a pool of clear
water paved with veined onyx. I lay down beside it, and with
my pale fingers I touched the broad leaves. One of the priests
came towards me and stood behind me. He had sandals on his feet,
one of soft serpent-skin and the other of birds' plumage. On
his head was a mitre of black felt decorated with silver crescents.
Seven yellows were woven into his robe, and his frizzed hair
was stained with antimony. 'After a little while he spake to me, and asked
me my desire. 'I told him that my desire was to see the god. '"The god is hunting," said the priest,
looking strangely at me with his small slanting eyes. '"Tell me in what forest, and I will ride
with him," I answered. 'He combed out the soft fringes of his tunic
with his long pointed nails. "The god is asleep," he
murmured. '"Tell me on what couch, and I will watch
by him," I answered. '"The god is at the feast," he cried. '"If the wine be sweet I will drink it
with him, and if it be bitter I will drink it with him also,"
was my answer. 'He bowed his head in wonder, and, taking me
by the hand, he raised me up, and led me into the temple. 'And in the first chamber I saw an idol seated
on a throne of jasper bordered with great orient pearls. It was
carved out of ebony, and in stature was of the stature of a man.
On its forehead was a ruby, and thick oil dripped from its hair
on to its thighs. Its feet were red with the blood of a newly-slain
kid, and its loins girt with a copper belt that was studded with
seven beryls. 'And I said to the priest, "Is this the
god?" And he answered me, "This is the god." '"Show me the god," I cried, "or
I will surely slay thee." And I touched his hand, and it
became withered. 'And the priest besought me, saying, "Let
my lord heal his servant, and I will show him the god." 'So I breathed with my breath upon his hand,
and it became whole again, and he trembled and led me into the
second chamber, and I saw an idol standing on a lotus of jade
hung with great emeralds. It was carved out of ivory, and in
stature was twice the stature of a man. On its forehead was a
chrysolite, and its breasts were smeared with myrrh and cinnamon.
In one hand it held a crooked sceptre of jade, and in the other
a round crystal. It ware buskins of brass, and its thick neck
was circled with a circle of selenites. 'And I said to the priest, "Is this the
god?" 'And he answered me, "This is the god." '"Show me the god," I cried, "or
I will surely slay thee." And I touched his eyes, and they
became blind. 'And the priest besought me, saying, "Let
my lord heal his servant, and I will show him the god." 'So I breathed with my breath upon his eyes,
and the sight came back to them, and he trembled again, and led
me into the third chamber, and lo! there was no idol in it, nor
image of any kind, but only a mirror of round metal set on an
altar of stone. 'And I said to the priest, "Where is the
god?" 'And he answered me: "There is no god
but this mirror that thou seest, for this is the Mirror of Wisdom.
And it reflecteth all things that are in heaven and on earth,
save only the face of him who looketh into it. This it reflecteth
not, so that he who looketh into it may be wise. Many other mirrors
are there, but they are mirrors of Opinion. This only is the
Mirror of Wisdom. And they who possess this mirror know everything,
nor is there anything hidden from them. And they who possess
it not have not Wisdom. Therefore is it the god, and we worship
it." And I looked into the mirror, and it was even as he
had said to me. 'And I did a strange thing, but what I did
matters not, for in a valley that is but a day's journey from
this place have I hidden the Mirror of Wisdom. Do but suffer
me to enter into thee again and be thy servant, and thou shalt
be wiser than all the wise men, and Wisdom shall be thine. Suffer
me to enter into thee, and none will be as wise as thou.' But the young Fisherman laughed. 'Love is better
than Wisdom,' he cried, 'and the little Mermaid loves me.' 'Nay, but there is nothing better than Wisdom,'
said the Soul. 'Love is better,' answered the young Fisherman, and he plunged into the deep, and the Soul went weeping away over the marshes. And after the
second year was over, the Soul came down to the shore of the
sea, and called to the young Fisherman, and he rose out of the
deep and said, 'Why dost thou call to me?' And the Soul answered, 'Come nearer, that I
may speak with thee, for I have seen marvellous things.' So he came nearer, and couched in the shallow
water, and leaned his head upon his hand and listened. And the Soul said to him, 'When I left thee,
I turned my face to the South and journeyed. From the South cometh
everything that is precious. Six days I journeyed along the highways
that lead to the city of Ashter, along the dusty red-dyed highways
by which the pilgrims are wont to go did I journey, and on the
morning of the seventh day I lifted up my eyes, and lo! the city
lay at my feet, for it is in a valley. 'There are nine gates to this city, and in
front of each gate stands a bronze horse that neighs when the
Bedouins come down from the mountains. The walls are cased with
copper, and the watch-towers on the walls are roofed with brass.
In every tower stands an archer with a bow in his hand. At sunrise
he strikes with an arrow on a gong, and at sunset he blows through
a horn of horn. 'When I sought to enter, the guards stopped
me and asked of me who I was. I made answer that I was a Dervish
and on my way to the city of Mecca, where there was a green veil
on which the Koran was embroidered in silver letters by the hands
of the angels. They were filled with wonder, and entreated me
to pass in. 'Inside it is even as a bazaar. Surely thou
shouldst have been with me. Across the narrow streets the gay
lanterns of paper flutter like large butterflies. When the wind
blows over the roofs they rise and fall as painted bubbles do.
In front of their booths sit the merchants on silken carpets.
They have straight black beards, and their turbans are covered
with golden sequins, and long strings of amber and carved peach-stones
glide through their cool fingers. Some of them sell galbanum
and nard, and curious perfumes from the islands of the Indian
Sea, and the thick oil of red roses, and myrrh and little nail-shaped
cloves. When one stops to speak to them, they throw pinches of
frankincense upon a charcoal brazier and make the air sweet.
I saw a Syrian who held in his hands a thin rod like a reed.
Grey threads of smoke came from it, and its odour as it burned
was as the odour of the pink almond in spring. Others sell silver
bracelets embossed all over with creamy blue turquoise stones,
and anklets of brass wire fringed with little pearls, and tigers'
claws set in gold, and the claws of that gilt cat, the leopard,
set in gold also, and earrings of pierced emerald, and finger-rings
of hollowed jade. From the tea-houses comes the sound of the
guitar, and the opium-smokers with their white smiling faces
look out at the passers-by. 'Of a truth thou shouldst have been with me.
The wine-sellers elbow their way through the crowd with great
black skins on their shoulders. Most of them sell the wine of
Schiraz, which is as sweet as honey. They serve it in little
metal cups and strew rose leaves upon it. In the market-place
stand the fruitsellers, who sell all kinds of fruit: ripe figs,
with their bruised purple flesh, melons, smelling of musk and
yellow as topazes, citrons and rose-apples and clusters of white
grapes, round red-gold oranges, and oval lemons of green gold.
Once I saw an elephant go by. Its trunk was painted with vermilion
and turmeric, and over its ears it had a net of crimson silk
cord. It stopped opposite one of the booths and began eating
the oranges, and the man only laughed. Thou canst not think how
strange a people they are. When they are glad they go to the
bird-sellers and buy of them a caged bird, and set it free that
their joy may be greater, and when they are sad they scourge
themselves with thorns that their sorrow may not grow less. 'One evening I met some negroes carrying a
heavy palanquin through the bazaar. It was made of gilded bamboo,
and the poles were of vermilion lacquer studded with brass peacocks.
Across the windows hung thin curtains of muslin embroidered with
beetles' wings and with tiny seed-pearls, and as it passed by
a pale-faced Circassian looked out and smiled at me. I followed
behind, and the negroes hurried their steps and scowled. But
I did not care. I felt a great curiosity come over me. 'At last they stopped at a square white house.
There were no windows to it, only a little door like the door
of a tomb. They set down the palanquin and knocked three times
with a copper hammer. An Armenian in a caftan of green leather
peered through the wicket, and when he saw them he opened, and
spread a carpet on the ground, and the woman stepped out. As
she went in, she turned round and smiled at me again. I had never
seen any one so pale. 'When the moon rose I returned to the same
place and sought for the house, but it was no longer there. When
I saw that, I knew who the woman was, and wherefore she had smiled
at me. 'Certainly thou shouldst have been with me.
On the feast of the New Moon the young Emperor came forth from
his palace and went into the mosque to pray. His hair and beard
were dyed with rose-leaves, and his cheeks were powdered with
a fine gold dust. The palms of his feet and hands were yellow
with saffron. 'At sunrise he went forth from his palace in
a robe of silver, and at sunset he returned to it again in a
robe of gold. The people flung themselves on the ground and hid
their faces, but I would not do so. I stood by the stall of a
seller of dates and waited. When the Emperor saw me, he raised
his painted eyebrows and stopped. I stood quite still, and made
him no obeisance. The people marvelled at my boldness, and counselled
me to flee from the city. I paid no heed to them, but went and
sat with the sellers of strange gods, who by reason of their
craft are abominated. When I told them what I had done, each
of them gave me a god and prayed me to leave them. 'That night, as I lay on a cushion in the tea-house
that is in the Street of Pomegranates, the guards of the Emperor
entered and led me to the palace. As I went in they closed each
door behind me, and put a chain across it. Inside was a great
court with an arcade running all round. The walls were of white
alabaster, set here and there with blue and green tiles. The
pillars were of green marble, and the pavement of a kind of peach-blossom
marble. I had never seen anything like it before. 'As I passed across the court two veiled women
looked down from a balcony and cursed me. The guards hastened
on, and the butts of the lances rang upon the polished floor.
They opened a gate of wrought ivory, and I found myself in a
watered garden of seven terraces. It was planted with tulip-cups
and moonflowers, and silver-studded aloes. Like a slim reed of
crystal a fountain hung in the dusky air. The cypress-trees were
like burnt-out torches. From one of them a nightingale was singing. 'At the end of the garden stood a little pavilion.
As we approached it two eunuchs came out to meet us. Their fat
bodies swayed as they walked, and they glanced curiously at me
with their yellow-lidded eyes. One of them drew aside the captain
of the guard, and in a low voice whispered to him. The other
kept munching scented pastilles, which he took with an affected
gesture out of an oval box of lilac enamel. 'After a few moments the captain of the guard
dismissed the soldiers. They went back to the palace, the eunuchs
following slowly behind and plucking the sweet mulberries from
the trees as they passed. Once the elder of the two turned round,
and smiled at me with an evil smile. 'Then the captain of the guard motioned me
towards the entrance of the pavilion. I walked on without trembling,
and drawing the heavy curtain aside I entered in. 'The young Emperor was stretched on a couch
of dyed lion skins, and a gerfalcon perched upon his wrist. Behind
him stood a brass-turbaned Nubian, naked down to the waist, and
with heavy earrings in his split ears. On a table by the side
of the couch lay a mighty scimitar of steel. 'When the Emperor saw me he frowned, and said
to me, "What is thy name? Knowest thou not that I am Emperor
of this city?" But I made him no answer. 'He pointed with his finger at the scimitar,
and the Nubian seized it, and rushing forward struck at me with
great violence. The blade whizzed through me, and did me no hurt.
The man fell sprawling on the floor, and when he rose up his
teeth chattered with terror and he hid himself behind the couch. 'The Emperor leapt to his feet, and taking
a lance from a stand of arms, he threw it at me. I caught it
in its flight, and brake the shaft into two pieces. He shot at
me with an arrow, but I held up my hands and it stopped in mid-air.
Then he drew a dagger from a belt of white leather, and stabbed
the Nubian in the throat lest the slave should tell of his dishonour.
The man writhed like a trampled snake, and a red foam bubbled
from his lips. 'As soon as he was dead the Emperor turned
to me, and when he had wiped away the bright sweat from his brow
with a little napkin of purfled and purple silk, he said to me,
"Art thou a prophet, that I may not harm thee, or the son
of a prophet, that I can do thee no hurt? I pray thee leave my
city to-night, for while thou art in it I am no longer its lord." 'And I answered him, "I will go for half
of thy treasure. Give me half of thy treasure, and I will go
away." 'He took me by the hand, and led me out into
the garden. When the captain of the guard saw me, he wondered.
When the eunuchs saw me, their knees shook and they fell upon
the ground in fear. 'There is a chamber in the palace that has
eight walls of red porphyry, and a brass-sealed ceiling hung
with lamps. The Emperor touched one of the walls and it opened,
and we passed down a corridor that was lit with many torches.
In niches upon each side stood great wine-jars filled to the
brim with silver pieces. When we reached the centre of the corridor
the Emperor spake the word that may not be spoken, and a granite
door swung back on a secret spring, and he put his hands before
his face lest his eyes should be dazzled. 'Thou couldst not believe how marvellous a
place it was. There were huge tortoise-shells full of pearls,
and hollowed moonstones of great size piled up with red rubies.
The gold was stored in coffers of elephant-hide, and the gold-dust
in leather bottles. There were opals and sapphires, the former
in cups of crystal, and the latter in cups of jade. Round green
emeralds were ranged in order upon thin plates of ivory, and
in one corner were silk bags filled, some with turquoise-stones,
and others with beryls. The ivory horns were heaped with purple
amethysts, and the horns of brass with chalcedonies and sards.
The pillars, which were of cedar, were hung with strings of yellow
lynx-stones. In the flat oval shields there were carbuncles,
both wine-coloured and coloured like grass. And yet I have told
thee but a tithe of what was there. 'And when the Emperor had taken away his hands
from before his face he said to me: "This is my house of
treasure, and half that is in it is thine, even as I promised
to thee. And I will give thee camels and camel drivers, and they
shall do thy bidding and take thy share of the treasure to whatever
part of the world thou desirest to go. And the thing shall be
done to-night, for I would not that the Sun, who is my father,
should see that there is in my city a man whom I cannot slay." 'But I answered him, "The gold that is
here is thine, and the silver also is thine, and thine are the
precious jewels and the things of price. As for me, I have no
need of these. Nor shall I take aught from thee but that little
ring that thou wearest on the finger of thy hand." 'And the Emperor frowned. "It is but a
ring of lead," he cried, "nor has it any value. Therefore
take thy half of the treasure and go from my city." '"Nay," I answered, "but I will
take nought but that leaden ring, for I know what is written
within it, and for what purpose." 'And the Emperor trembled, and besought me
and said, "Take all the treasure and go from my city. The
half that is mine shall be thine also." 'And I did a strange thing, but what I did
matters not, for in a cave that is but a day's journey from this
place have, I hidden the Ring of Riches. It is but a day's journey
from this place, and it waits for thy coming. He who has this
Ring is richer than all the kings of the world. Come therefore
and take it, and the world's riches shall be thine.' But the young Fisherman laughed. 'Love is better
than Riches,' he cried, 'and the little Mermaid loves me.' 'Nay, but there is nothing better than Riches,'
said the Soul. 'Love is better,' answered the young Fisherman, and he plunged into the deep, and the Soul went weeping away over the marshes. And after the
third year was over, the Soul came down to the shore of the sea,
and called to the young Fisherman, and he rose out of the deep
and said, 'Why dost thou call to me?' And the Soul answered, 'Come nearer, that I
may speak with thee, for I have seen marvellous things.' So he came nearer, and couched in the shallow
water, and leaned his head upon his hand and listened. And the Soul said to him, 'In a city that I
know of there is an inn that standeth by a river. I sat there
with sailors who drank of two different-coloured wines, and ate
bread made of barley, and little salt fish served in bay leaves
with vinegar. And as we sat and made merry, there entered to
us an old man bearing a leathern carpet and a lute that had two
horns of amber. And when he had laid out the carpet on the floor,
he struck with a quill on the wire strings of his lute, and a
girl whose face was veiled ran in and began to dance before us.
Her face was veiled with a veil of gauze, but her feet were naked.
Naked were her feet, and they moved over the carpet like little
white pigeons. Never have I seen anything so marvellous; and
the city in which she dances is but a day's journey from this
place.' Now when the young Fisherman heard the words
of his Soul, he remembered that the little Mermaid had no feet
and could not dance. And a great desire came over him, and he
said to himself, 'It is but a day's journey, and I can return
to my love,' and he laughed, and stood up in the shallow water,
and strode towards the shore. And when he had reached the dry shore he laughed
again, and held out his arms to his Soul. And his Soul gave a
great cry of joy and ran to meet him, and entered into him, and
the young Fisherman saw stretched before him upon the sand that
shadow of the body that is the body of the Soul. And his Soul said to him, 'Let us not tarry,
but get hence at once, for the Sea-gods are jealous, and have
monsters that do their bidding.' So they made haste, and all that night they
journeyed beneath the moon, and all the next day they journeyed
beneath the sun, and on the evening of the day they came to a
city. And the young Fisherman said to his Soul, 'Is
this the city in which she dances of whom thou didst speak to
me?' And his Soul answered him, 'It is not this
city, but another. Nevertheless let us enter in.' So they entered
in and passed through the streets, and as they passed through
the Street of the Jewellers the young Fisherman saw a fair silver
cup set forth in a booth. And his Soul said to him, 'Take that
silver cup and hide it.' So he took the cup and hid it in the fold of
his tunic, and they went hurriedly out of the city. And after that they had gone a league from
the city, the young Fisherman frowned, and flung the cup away,
and said to his Soul, 'Why didst thou tell me to take this cup
and hide it, for it was an evil thing to do?' But his Soul answered him, 'Be at peace, be
at peace.' And on the evening of the second day they came
to a city, and the young Fisherman said to his Soul, 'Is this
the city in which she dances of whom thou didst speak to me?' And his Soul answered him, 'It is not this
city, but another. Nevertheless let us enter in.' So they entered
in and passed through the streets, and as they passed through
the Street of the Sellers of Sandals, the young Fisherman saw
a child standing by a jar of water. And his Soul said to him,
'Smite that child.' So he smote the child till it wept, and when
he had done this they went hurriedly out of the city. And after that they had gone a league from
the city the young Fisherman grew wroth, and said to his Soul,
'Why didst thou tell me to smite the child, for it was an evil
thing to do?' But his Soul answered him, 'Be at peace, be
at peace.' And on the evening of the third day they came
to a city, and the young Fisherman said to his Soul, 'Is this
the city in which she dances of whom thou didst speak to me?' And his Soul answered him, 'It may be that
it is in this city, therefore let us enter in.' So they entered in and passed through the streets,
but nowhere could the young Fisherman find the river or the inn
that stood by its side. And the people of the city looked curiously
at him, and he grew afraid and said to his Soul, 'Let us go hence,
for she who dances with white feet is not here.' But his Soul answered, 'Nay, but let us tarry,
for the night is dark and there will be robbers on the way.' So he sat him down in the market-place and
rested, and after a time there went by a hooded merchant who
had a cloak of cloth of Tartary, and bare a lantern of pierced
horn at the end of a jointed reed. And the merchant said to him,
'Why dost thou sit in the market-place, seeing that the booths
are closed and the bales corded?' And the young Fisherman answered him, 'I can
find no inn in this city, nor have I any kinsman who might give
me shelter.' 'Are we not all kinsmen?' said the merchant.
'And did not one God make us? Therefore come with me, for I have
a guest-chamber.' So the young Fisherman rose up and followed
the merchant to his house. And when he had passed through a garden
of pomegranates and entered into the house, the merchant brought
him rose-water in a copper dish that he might wash his hands,
and ripe melons that he might quench his thirst, and set a bowl
of rice and a piece of roasted kid before him. And after that he had finished, the merchant
led him to the guest-chamber, and bade him sleep and be at rest.
And the young Fisherman gave him thanks, and kissed the ring
that was on his hand, and flung himself down on the carpets of
dyed goat's-hair. And when he had covered himself with a covering
of black lamb's-wool he fell asleep. And three hours before dawn, and while it was
still night, his Soul waked him and said to him, 'Rise up and
go to the room of the merchant, even to the room in which he
sleepeth, and slay him, and take from him his gold, for we have
need of it.' And the young Fisherman rose up and crept towards
the room of the merchant, and over the feet of the merchant there
was lying a curved sword, and the tray by the side of the merchant
held nine purses of gold. And he reached out his hand and touched
the sword, and when he touched it the merchant started and awoke,
and leaping up seized himself the sword and cried to the young
Fisherman, 'Dost thou return evil for good, and pay with the
shedding of blood for the kindness that I have shown thee?' And his Soul said to the young Fisherman, 'Strike
him,' and he struck him so that he swooned and he seized then
the nine purses of gold, and fled hastily through the garden
of pomegranates, and set his face to the star that is the star
of morning. And when they had gone a league from the city,
the young Fisherman beat his breast, and said to his Soul, 'Why
didst thou bid me slay the merchant and take his gold? Surely
thou art evil.' But his Soul answered him, 'Be at peace, be
at peace.' 'Nay,' cried the young Fisherman, 'I may not
be at peace, for all that thou hast made me to do I hate. Thee
also I hate, and I bid thee tell me wherefore thou hast wrought
with me in this wise.' And his Soul answered him, 'When thou didst
send me forth into the world thou gavest me no heart, so I learned
to do all these things and love them.' 'What sayest thou?' murmured the young Fisherman. 'Thou knowest,' answered his Soul, 'thou knowest
it well. Hast thou forgotten that thou gavest me no heart? I
trow not. And so trouble not thyself nor me, but be at peace,
for there is no pain that thou shalt not give away, nor any pleasure
that thou shalt not receive.' And when the young Fisherman heard these words
he trembled and said to his Soul, 'Nay, but thou art evil, and
hast made me forget my love, and hast tempted me with temptations,
and hast set my feet in the ways of sin.' And his Soul answered him, 'Thou hast not forgotten
that when thou didst send me forth into the world thou gavest
me no heart. Come, let us go to another city, and make merry,
for we have nine purses of gold.' But the young Fisherman took the nine purses
of gold, and flung them down, and trampled on them. 'Nay,' he cried, 'but I will have nought to
do with thee, nor will I journey with thee anywhere, but even
as I sent thee away before, so will I send thee away now, for
thou hast wrought me no good.' And he turned his back to the
moon, and with the little knife that had the handle of green
viper's skin he strove to cut from his feet that shadow of the
body which is the body of the Soul. Yet his Soul stirred not from him, nor paid
heed to his command, but said to him, 'The spell that the Witch
told thee avails thee no more, for I may not leave thee, nor
mayest thou drive me forth. Once in his life may a man send his
Soul away, but he who receiveth back his Soul must keep it with
him for ever, and this is his punishment and his reward.' And the young Fisherman grew pale and clenched
his hands and cried, 'She was a false Witch in that she told
me not that.' 'Nay,' answered his Soul, 'but she was true
to Him she worships, and whose servant she will be ever.' And when the young Fisherman knew that he could no longer get rid of his Soul, and that it was an evil Soul and would abide with him always, he fell upon the ground weeping bitterly. And when it
was day the young Fisherman rose up and said to his Soul, 'I
will bind my hands that I may not do thy bidding, and close my
lips that I may not speak thy words, and I will return to the
place where she whom I love has her dwelling. Even to the sea
will I return, and to the little bay where she is wont to sing,
and I will call to her and tell her the evil I have done and
the evil thou hast wrought on me.' And his Soul tempted him and said, 'Who is
thy love, that thou shouldst return to her? The world has many
fairer than she is. There are the dancing-girls of Samaris who
dance in the manner of all kinds of birds and beasts. Their feet
are painted with henna, and in their hands they have little copper
bells. They laugh while they dance, and their laughter is as
clear as the laughter of water. Come with me and I will show
them to thee. For what is this trouble of thine about the things
of sin? Is that which is pleasant to eat not made for the eater?
Is there poison in that which is sweet to drink? Trouble not
thyself, but come with me to another city. There is a little
city hard by in which there is a garden of tulip-trees. And there
dwell in this comely garden white peacocks and peacocks that
have blue breasts. Their tails when they spread them to the sun
are like disks of ivory and like gilt disks. And she who feeds
them dances for their pleasure, and sometimes she dances on her
hands and at other times she dances with her feet. Her eyes are
coloured with stibium, and her nostrils are shaped like the wings
of a swallow. From a hook in one of her nostrils hangs a flower
that is carved out of a pearl. She laughs while she dances, and
the silver rings that are about her ankles tinkle like bells
of silver. And so trouble not thyself any more, but come with
me to this city.' But the young Fisherman answered not his Soul,
but closed his lips with the seal of silence and with a tight
cord bound his hands, and journeyed back to the place from which
he had come, even to the little bay where his love had been wont
to sing. And ever did his Soul tempt him by the way, but he made
it no answer, nor would he do any of the wickedness that it sought
to make him to do, so great was the power of the love that was
within him. And when he had reached the shore of the sea,
he loosed the cord from his hands, and took the seal of silence
from his lips, and called to the little Mermaid. But she came
not to his call, though he called to her all day long and besought
her. And his Soul mocked him and said, 'Surely thou
hast but little joy out of thy love. Thou art as one who in time
of death pours water into a broken vessel. Thou givest away what
thou hast, and nought is given to thee in return. It were better
for thee to come with me, for I know where the Valley of Pleasure
lies, and what things are wrought there.' But the young Fisherman answered not his Soul,
but in a cleft of the rock he built himself a house of wattles,
and abode there for the space of a year. And every morning he
called to the Mermaid, and every noon he called to her again,
and at night-time he spake her name. Yet never did she rise out
of the sea to meet him, nor in any place of the sea could he
find her though he sought for her in the caves and in the green
water, in the pools of the tide and in the wells that are at
the bottom of the deep. And ever did his Soul tempt him with evil,
and whisper of terrible things. Yet did it not prevail against
him, so great was the power of his love. And after the year was over, the Soul thought
within himself, 'I have tempted my master with evil, and his
love is stronger than I am. I will tempt him now with good, and
it may be that he will come with me.' So he spake to the young Fisherman and said,
'I have told thee of the joy of the world, and thou hast turned
a deaf ear to me. Suffer me now to tell thee of the world's pain,
and it may be that thou wilt hearken. For of a truth pain is
the Lord of this world, nor is there any one who escapes from
its net. There be some who lack raiment, and others who lack
bread. There be widows who sit in purple, and widows who sit
in rags. To and fro over the fens go the lepers, and they are
cruel to each other. The beggars go up and down on the highways,
and their wallets are empty. Through the streets of the cities
walks Famine, and the Plague sits at their gates. Come, let us
go forth and mend these things, and make them not to be. Wherefore
shouldst thou tarry here calling to thy love, seeing she comes
not to thy call? And what is love, that thou shouldst set this
high store upon it?' But the young Fisherman answered it nought,
so great was the power of his love. And every morning he called
to the Mermaid, and every noon he called to her again, and at
night-time he spake her name. Yet never did she rise out of the
sea to meet him, nor in any place of the sea could he find her,
though he sought for her in the rivers of the sea, and in the
valleys that are under the waves, in the sea that the night makes
purple, and in the sea that the dawn leaves grey. And after the second year was over, the Soul
said to the young Fisherman at night-time, and as he sat in the
wattled house alone, 'Lo! now I have tempted thee with evil,
and I have tempted thee with good, and thy love is stronger than
I am. Wherefore will I tempt thee no longer, but I pray thee
to suffer me to enter thy heart, that I may be one with thee
even as before.' 'Surely thou mayest enter,' said the young
Fisherman, 'for in the days when with no heart thou didst go
through the world thou must have much suffered.' 'Alas!' cried his Soul, 'I can find no place
of entrance, so compassed about with love is this heart of thine.' 'Yet I would that I could help thee,' said
the young Fisherman. And as he spake there came a great cry of mourning
from the sea, even the cry that men hear when one of the Sea-folk
is dead. And the young Fisherman leapt up, and left his wattled
house, and ran down to the shore. And the black waves came hurrying
to the shore, bearing with them a burden that was whiter than
silver. White as the surf it was, and like a flower it tossed
on the waves. And the surf took it from the waves, and the foam
took it from the surf, and the shore received it, and lying at
his feet the young Fisherman saw the body of the little Mermaid.
Dead at his feet it was lying. Weeping as one smitten with pain he flung himself
down beside it, and he kissed the cold red of the mouth, and
toyed with the wet amber of the hair. He flung himself down beside
it on the sand, weeping as one trembling with joy, and in his
brown arms he held it to his breast. Cold were the lips, yet
he kissed them. Salt was the honey of the hair, yet he tasted
it with a bitter joy. He kissed the closed eyelids, and the wild
spray that lay upon their cups was less salt than his tears. And to the dead thing he made confession. Into
the shells of its ears he poured the harsh wine of his tale.
He put the little hands round his neck, and with his fingers
he touched the thin reed of the throat. Bitter, bitter was his
joy, and full of strange gladness was his pain. The black sea came nearer, and the white foam
moaned like a leper. With white claws of foam the sea grabbled
at the shore. From the palace of the Sea-King came the cry of
mourning again, and far out upon the sea the great Tritons blew
hoarsely upon their horns. 'Flee away,' said his Soul, 'for ever doth
the sea come nigher, and if thou tarriest it will slay thee.
Flee away, for I am afraid, seeing that thy heart is closed against
me by reason of the greatness of thy love. Flee away to a place
of safety. Surely thou wilt not send me without a heart into
another world?' But the young Fisherman listened not to his
Soul, but called on the little Mermaid and said, 'Love is better
than wisdom, and more precious than riches, and fairer than the
feet of the daughters of men. The fires cannot destroy it, nor
can the waters quench it. I called on thee at dawn, and thou
didst not come to my call. The moon heard thy name, yet hadst
thou no heed of me. For evilly had I left thee, and to my own
hurt had I wandered away. Yet ever did thy love abide with me,
and ever was it strong, nor did aught prevail against it, though
I have looked upon evil and looked upon good. And now that thou
art dead, surely I will die with thee also.' And his Soul besought him to depart, but he would not, so great was his love. And the sea came nearer, and sought to cover him with its waves, and when he knew that the end was at hand he kissed with mad lips the cold lips of the Mermaid, and the heart that was within him brake. And as through the fulness of his love his heart did break, the Soul found an entrance and entered in, and was one with him even as before. And the sea covered the young Fisherman with its waves. And in the
morning the Priest went forth to bless the sea, for it had been
troubled. And with him went the monks and the musicians, and
the candle-bearers, and the swingers of censers, and a great
company. And when the Priest reached the shore he saw
the young Fisherman lying drowned in the surf, and clasped in
his arms was the body of the little Mermaid. And he drew back
frowning, and having made the sign of the cross, he cried aloud
and said, 'I will not bless the sea nor anything that is in it.
Accursed be the Sea-folk, and accursed be all they who traffic
with them. And as for him who for love's sake forsook God, and
so lieth here with his leman slain by God's judgment, take up
his body and the body of his leman, and bury them in the corner
of the Field of the Fullers, and set no mark above them, nor
sign of any kind, that none may know the place of their resting.
For accursed were they in their lives, and accursed shall they
be in their deaths also.' And the people did as he commanded them, and
in the corner of the Field of the Fullers, where no sweet herbs
grew, they dug a deep pit, and laid the dead things within it. And when the third year was over, and on a
day that was a holy day, the Priest went up to the chapel, that
he might show to the people the wounds of the Lord, and speak
to them about the wrath of God. And when he had robed himself with his robes,
and entered in and bowed himself before the altar, he saw that
the altar was covered with strange flowers that never had been
seen before. Strange were they to look at, and of curious beauty,
and their beauty troubled him, and their odour was sweet in his
nostrils. And he felt glad, and understood not why he was glad. And after that he had opened the tabernacle,
and incensed the monstrance that was in it, and shown the fair
wafer to the people, and hid it again behind the veil of veils,
he began to speak to the people, desiring to speak to them of
the wrath of God. But the beauty of the white flowers troubled
him, and their odour was sweet in his nostrils, and there came
another word into his lips, and he spake not of the wrath of
God, but of the God whose name is Love. And why he so spake,
he knew not. And when he had finished his word the people
wept, and the Priest went back to the sacristy, and his eyes
were full of tears. And the deacons came in and began to unrobe
him, and took from him the alb and the girdle, the maniple and
the stole. And he stood as one in a dream. And after that they had unrobed him, he looked
at them and said, 'What are the flowers that stand on the altar,
and whence do they come?' And they answered him, 'What flowers they are
we cannot tell, but they come from the corner of the Fullers'
Field.' And the Priest trembled, and returned to his own house
and prayed. And in the morning, while it was still dawn, he went forth with the monks and the musicians, and the candle-bearers and the swingers of censers, and a great company, and came to the shore of the sea, and blessed the sea, and all the wild things that are in it. The Fauns also he blessed, and the little things that dance in the woodland, and the bright-eyed things that peer through the leaves. All the things in God's world he blessed, and the people were filled with joy and wonder. Yet never again in the corner of the Fullers' Field grew flowers of any kind, but the field remained barren even as before. Nor came the Sea-folk into the bay as they had been wont to do, for they went to another part of the sea. | Oscar Wilde and The Picture of Dorian Gray | |